There has always been an 'evil' side of me, well, i think everyone has their own 'evil' side too, that we hate and hope it doesn't exist at all but it's just impossible to get rid of it.
Wait, or is it just taurus(s) have this kinda feeling? OH WAIT, OR IS IT JUST ME?!
But you know what, at this very moment, i don't care to tell the whole world about my flaws.
So, i was wondering, why is it so hard for me to be discipline and take responsibility of my own studies? A2 exam is just 2 weeks away, and i mean the ULTIMATE FINAL DECIDE MY FUTURE A2 EXAM. And now? i'm feeling, whatever.
No don't get me wrong, i want all the As. I want my parents to be proud of me. I want to prove myself. I don't want my parents' money to be wasted just like that. But, whatever.
You see the problem here? I just don't get why i'm feeling, whatever.
I don't see why i should let something i want(and most of the people i care/care for me want for me) go without working for it. I want and I WILL use this 2 months to grab my As before i leave A level. Promise i will work hard. Doesn't matter the result. :) Won't let the lazy and procrastinator EVIL side get on me.
I'M 19, AND I'M JANICE. I CAN DO BETTER THAN THIS.
SO NO MORE WHATEVER, YES I WILL HANDLE IT. I'M TAKING CONTROL, OF MY LIFE. AND FOR NOW, STUDIES IS MY LIFE.
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