I've got something to say. But i kinda forgot it a bit. Well, i guess i'm still able to spill something, to make this a more proper blog post than just a sentence.

Prejudice. Pure prejudice.
Since when i became such a person?
I feel so bad, i don't know what to do.

I got this '10 Ways on How to be Happy' from Straits Time ages ago which i pasted on the wall of my room, in Kuching of course. I remember one of it is, eliminate. Eliminate what you don't like, stay away from them in your life. But heyyyy, it's not fair to them right? Or what if my closest sibling or closest friend love it, they also have to eliminate it from their lives just because i'm not very comfortable with it? So NOT fair. What if we turn it around and i was in their shoes? Just a random thought.

What am i doing here? Thought i should be studying my ass off every day and night? What happened? I'm totally not motivated. I'm always intimidated, by, everything. And i don't know why but i think some people are watching over me and i....DON'T enjoy that feeling, it feels like...being scrutinised. That sucks to the max!

I've been trying too hard to not judge others, to not care about being judged by others(if it really happens lah), and to be optimistic about everything. I feel kinda lost now, in nowhere. Maybe because it's so late now like 1am? So i get really blurrr and don't know what i'm talking about. So in conclusion this post is not worth your time reading so please click the close button now.
Thank you very the much.